Devil's Lair

2006-01-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

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damn blogger

2005-10-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

back blogging after i promised more blogs though.. haha.. damn blogger.. i cant post due to some shit error when i logged in to write a new entry..

anyway i am here again.. haha poor jc students who got punished and suspended from school after posting offensive blogs bout their teachers.. serve them right anyway.. i think the teachers shld get sacked too since they suck, if not their wrong-doings and lousy character wont be found in the students' blogs.. and how bout people getting jailed and fined for posting racist blogs? lol.. singapore a democratic society? my ass man~ i heard that the reasons they got punished because the posts might cause a stir, which may result in riot between ethic races in singapore.. but who will be so free to organise and start the riot? unless those ppl are lunch of pathetic and lazy bums who only busy looking for trouble outside..

this week passed very fast.. on tues i celebrated darling's birthday camping at east coast park.. just 2 of us.. :D maybe 3 of us soon next year's birthday.. LOL... jkjk.. oh ya thanks to zan for making this possible too.. so u wan get back the tent back? fat hope!! whahaha..

da zhu came to my house today and we cooked pasta for lunch.. haha it is so fun cooking.. reminds me of sec sch home economics classes.. speaking of this, i suddenly miss my classmates, the food we learnt to cook, the apron, teacher, cooking utensils.. i remembered tat during that time, my sec sch buddy, rong cong was my partner.. he was very funny and kiasu.. he will always try to get more ingredients when teacher not looking and adding more than enough seasonings.. another incident which stayed rooted to my mind is that one of my classmates almost burnt down the kitchen with his 'chef skills', in which the whole wok caught big flames of fire.. hahaha.. memories are so sweet.. okok now back to cooking of pasta today.. cooking pasta is simple, but both of us are jus newbies.. occasionally we have problems on cooking the hygienic way.. but we don care much as long as the food is cooked.. lol.. went to bukit panjang plaza looking to buy ham ham.. but the overall price such as the cage and the feeds are too high.. so decided to buy nex week earliest..

hehee dear so amazed and eager to see the volcano eruption.. so sua gu.. lol.. too bad unable to stay in my house.. but nvm next time.. willing to stick with u forever no matter wat happens.. =)

another post

2005-09-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

wooo i am back to blogging again.. hahaa have to force myself to blog in case the webs come back again... lol..

hmm yesterday ah pig and i went to ps to watch 'the cave'.. hahaa looks like a good and interesting movie and since her fren said it was a good show, so we went ahead to watch.. so the show didnt disappoint me even thought the storyline is simple and uncreative.. however the sounds effects and the way the movie keeps us in suspense and, our eyes glued to the screen without ah pig yawning or fall asleep shows that it worth our bucks.. hehee.. after that we had our dinner and pig bought me a levi's tshirt.. =DD yeah it was nice.. i love it alot and appreciate it.. but of cos i love ah pig alot more than any other things else.. =) and u mus eat more carrots ok.. good for eyes.. and hope and i knew u enjoyed the taste of carrot juice yesterday..

she is at parkway now doing her specs.. lol she put it in the bag and the frame got bent away.. too chor lor liao.. maybe she is too fat i dono... hahaa.. dear don beat me ok.. =p hope to see ur new specs soon...

another month is passing away soon.. miss you.. hope we wont leave each other forever..

yeah yeah..

2005-09-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

*clearing cobwebs* lol sry dear and jh.. have been real busy with attachment but 1week has passed though.. lazy to blog and even go to see it myself.. haha.. but hey i am back to revive my blog.. and i will blog more often :D

So finally the long dragging 5 months of iap at skl has ended.. the question tat arise automatically is whether i have learnt anything and what i have learnt. well.. i have learnt how to use photocpy machine faster everyday.. lol.. no la.. i did learnt many things which i cant learn in the textbooks. however i feel tat the inter-relationship between humans is one of the most valuable lessons.. u learnt how to talk, behave and act in front of different kind of people.. however i admit i am still not very good about it. i may not call this acts of hyprocites or color changes of chameleons, but to blend into different kind of situations or habitats.. but it is inevitable in modern world society to obtain some end results, such as getting along with people, but not creating enemies. jus a way of interacting with people.

It was the first time i tasted office life at skl.. i felt excited, it is like getting into another phase of my life.. for the first time i saw the building and the office environment, i told myself so this is the place whereby i will spend my nex 5 months.. and the people i going to be with.. but now 5 horrible months have passed.. of cos i m happy and count downt the days left, and able to spend more time with her.. days are gone whereby we only meet once or twice every week. within 5 months, i saw many people come, the leave skl.. skl's empolyees welfare really sucks.. there are many instances.. one of them is they will still deduct ur pay if u come to work late even though u work 10hrs everyday if u work from 8-5.. as a intern, my $500 pathetic allowances were not spared.. hahaa and i late everyday.. lucky got my fren to help.. =p

working life is like a war.. people fighting one another to get to the top and remain at the top.. while others may choose to use unscrupulous methods or pampering of their superiors to get to the top.. i also saw one leeching example, whereby my manager made use of one of my colleagues' experience to teach others.. and so these are the things i saw here..

haha so this entry are contains mainly of things i saw for the past 5 months.. and dear ur most importan day coming soon.. looking forward :D

i noe u are having exam now and working very hard for it.. ganbatte ^^v.. lol act cute..

wee wee

2005-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Finally back.. So dusty and full of cobwebs.. hahaa.. looks like i only blog once every month. but not going to write alot too..

Went to watch "The Island" with dear yesterday.. Overall the storyline is good and full of action too.. haha..

Hope u like the necklace i bought for u.. Xiao ku ku too big liao.. I am not so fat ok..

*hugs*

6 months togetherness

2005-07-24T02:40:00.000+08:00

Helloooo!!!

end of june

2005-06-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

today is our 5th month anniversay.. so fast.. jus back from home after having a sumptuous dinner at fei cui restuarant.. damn full.. very tasty of cos, but dear found it ordinary.. she ordered la mian with pai ku and i had fried rice with prawns.. then side orders were shang hai xiao long bao and beijing shui jiao.. sounds alot rite? but poor me have to eat alot cos bing was full and she forced me to eat.. =p she said she prefers western food than chinese cuisine. guess she has too high expectations. but i really felt that shang hai xiao long bao was really tasty.. the soup inside jus squirts out when i sank my teeth on it.. yummy yum!!

dear ur tummy really getting bigger liao.. so obvious.. :D

2005-06-12T02:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes it is jus so hard to understand who is really helping and who is doing harm to you.. everyone tries to show how true and well they treating you, but they backstab you even without you knowing it. pushing blame is all they can do and they good at doing it, making you to slave more for them.. and when they trying to be nice to you, they make you do more work, to the extent of helping them too. nothing is fair in this world. it is all bout the fightin of survival and only the fittest will survive.. they will take every small opportunity to make the fullest use out of u, while minimising cost.

i could hear dear snoring away by now.. haha.. goodnite..

yawns

2005-05-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

Goodnite people.. No more public holidays for me.. =(

Honey starting school later. All the best to the new semester.. And no more sleeping in class! Haha.. And last but not least, dont be too sad cos i will alway be there for u.

attachment!

2005-04-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

it has been quite a few days since i last blogged.. haiz haven blogged for a some time due to attachment.. so tired after getting home at 6.30.. lazy to think and type also.. have to take care of weekly and monthly report, so lazy to type blog..

anyway, for my attachment, so far so good.. able to sleep after breakfast and lunch, wat more can i ask for? =)

people there are friendly and nice too.. whereas some are so talkative and noisy tat i have to stuff my ears with earphones.. ZzzZ.. hmm.. workload is reasonable too. checking piles of documents for numbers and photocopying. stressful for eyes.. occasionally i will walk around the office to photocopy documents, like my own.. hahaa.. but dono whether to feel sad or funny for jj.. his work is like has no ending at all.. do this do that, such as documents on insurance for almost every type of company property, such as company cars, and even the germ killers for urinal bowls! but i guess now he is interviewing most of the employees here. here as in the whole building. hundreds over people.. have to type report for each interview somemore.. he is even considering bringing home to do.. lol.. always see him so stressed until have to go toilet 8 9 times per day.. haha.. i may transfer there in time to come, and from that day onwards gonna be hell for me.. so much for stephanie being good.. haha.. hope tat day wont come.. as for jeck, his work is piling up also.. fun to hang around with jj and jeck, crapping around.. after lunch or during tea-break we will sit down in pantry drinking beverages, talking and complaining anything happened in the office.. overall, i still found this company ok.

this monday came a couple of interns from sp.. everyday wear formal.. long sleeved shirt, pants and leather shoes. wtf.. they think they holding a big position is it.. hate posers..

miss u badly at work.. 2 more days is saturday le.. so fast 3rd month.. =D

haiz sad sad sad

2005-04-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

dear jus left my house not long ago.. it will be a very long time if she can seen in my house again.. so sad to see her leaving me to board lrt train.. time spent together is always so short.. miss her badly~

today is friday and few more days which is this coming monday i will be having my attachment, it will be hell and boredom for next 5 months. but on the other hand, i am quite excited about it, able to gain experience and learn new things.. the workplace is at pandan area, wont be far from my home. the working hours is from 8 to 5. and i will need to wake up at 6. yawns~ i hope it will be a good environment there and the people, especially my supervisor there are friendly and nice. but of course some are hypocrites.. =x my liason officer told me we have to be aware of the office politics going around there, and gave us some valuable advice during the IAP briefing on tues.. in addition i still have i will probably have to work on sat.. and after every week, i need to post to the weblog and email liason officer monthly reports. haiz.. damn troublesome.. but still haven got the weblog up yet leh.. how sia.. anyway hope i will get used to it asap. the saddest part of the attachment is tat guess i will only be able to meet honey every sat for 5 months.. wont have much time to keep her company during her sch holidays le.. haiz. :( :(

tomorrow most probably wont go to sentosa le, again.. sorry dear.. and maybe can only see u next week.. will be going to help u tomorrow.. love u duo duo..

wat a lame entry

2005-03-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

Blog blog~ LOL! =D

dear i have told u wat i need to and want to tell u today afternoon.. never give up on urself cos i wont give up on u.. u can do it! believe in urself.. miracles do happen.. love u always. hugs~*

exams and exams

2005-03-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

damn fucking exams.. so sianz.. this coming tues is QLA paper but i jus started abit. SCM started abit also, but the paper is on thurs i think.. yeah i think.. =p Shit it man. really no mood to study la.. i only have 2 days of preparation.. 2 days may seem alot, but the problem is i dont have the motivation to study. i need to pull up my socks now.. guess i will study later whether i like it or not.

this wednesday was the 2nd month anniversary. we went to catch boogeyman at lido after dear's lessons.. couldnt decide wat to watch but then that movie was bout to show when we reached the ticket booth area, so watched tat lor.. =D after the movie, we decided to go to the sitting area out ngee ann city slack slack.. while walking outside wisma atria, a young guy approached me to ask me some questions. i thought he was a typical surveyor. i remembered one of the questions he asked was, "have u heard of 'Create Talents'?" i was blur blur but answered truthfully cos it was jus a survey. in the end, tat Create Talents was actually a modelling company i suppose. He took down my particulars for reference and gave me a name card, and asked if i were interested, but i rejected flatly.. modelling is not my cup of tea. i think i am too ugly liao =x but it was really very flattering he invited me.. dear wanted me to go and call them up.. lol.. i am too shy le la.. don wan la.. and this is wat she wanted : bing bing wan to see her darling wear underwear catwalking.. eh.. dear ar.. i don mind doing it privately for u.. =/ hahaha..

attachments will be next after my final semester exams.. really damn boring.. thought that after exams will be able to spend more time with her.. wtf man. only 1 week to be with honey.. haiz.. then during attachments, meeting duration is limited too.. zzz.. sorry honey..

honey, let ur aunt eat those sweets, ice creams lor.. then she will be able to join ur toothless club.. hahaa..

i have stopped thinking of the past already. yep i am fine now liao.. sorry to let sweetie worry.. muackz!!

botanic gardens

2005-03-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

I am so full now.. Had 3 bucks of ee mian, 3 chickens wings and otah bought by my dad from JB.. my stomach is so round.. to eat is a blessing. hehee..

i went out with my sec school buddy rong cong to eat at coffeeshop near lot1 this early afternoon... slack slack, chatted with him and talked bout our life etc.. then went abit of shopping with him as he bought some necessities.

i wanted to blog yesterday.. but just dont have the determination to write.. jus lazy.. lol.. moreover as soon as i bathed and online, i login to gunbound to look for dear straightaway.. so no chance to write..

anyway i am going to blog about yesterday.. went for an 'excursion' with dear to singapore botanic gardens.. hahaa.. weird place to go huh? to be close with the nature and the flowers isnt is cool and refreshing? what i trying to say is to leave the bustling city life and see the greenery once a while is definitely beneficial to our health.. abit bullshit huh? hahaa.. honey think so too? =x i have never been to there also, so suddenly have the urge to go there and take a look..

both of us walked around the park holding hands, breathing in the fresh greeny air, at the same time saw quite a number young and old people jogging and foreigners walking their dogs.. looks like these people took the opportunity of the weekend to excerise and keep fit.

tired after awhile, we decided to take a rest under a small octagon shelter.. it even has history behind it since a small board was standing still not a fast distance from it. but i felt quite irritating when some kutuputeens doing their planting work outside the shelter.. i even caught one of them ogling at us when we were sitting down.. he stopped looking when i caught his eye.. damn it.. anyway cant be helped cos they need to do their work and we were too distracting for them.. haha..

the sky was pitched dark and it threatened to rain.. but we continued to sit down there since we were too lazy to get moving.. it was only the rain stopped that we thought it would be better to go. it was drizzling.. then we passed by a swan lake and the water level was low due to the dry spells experienced recent weeks.. but we were very amazed when we saw 2 swans and a duck paddling on the pond.. it was quite strange cos only 3 birds living in such a pond.. and we behaved like 'mountain turtle'. hahaa rite bing? it was like we never saw swans before.. maybe we havent see swans for a long time.. but they were so cute and beautiful, and quite big in size too, especially the swans.. they made us stopped in our tracks and we sat on the ledge of the pond to look at them.. we tried to attract the birds' attention by clapping and calling out to them frantically.. lol.. imagine the park was crowded.. and they heard the commotion and a swan and a duck swam to us! we were so delighted!.. tat duck was following the swan like a child guided by his mom. funny and heart-warming scene rite? hehee.. as they swam, their backside were shaking from one side to another.. so cute~~ eh i think i ate duck rice yesterday afternoon.. =/ anyway guessed they were famished and thought we were giving food for them to eat.. the swan even reached under my legs.. i was afraid it would bite me, so i put away my feet. they were intelligent too. knowing we dont have the things they wanted, they swam away from us very soon.. one of the swan even snubbed at us.. lol.. it looked so proud.. was that the reason why it was anti-social? we also saw a totortise, even a koi fish and some weird looking sea creatures.. hmm it seemed like they are in herds and black in colour.. wonder what are those.. dear cant figured out too.. lol.. and for guys who want to take a look of the photos i took using my hp, too bad lor.. i lazy to put.. hahaa.. maybe u all can take a look at dear's blog in near future.. they will be there pretty soon.. =D

then we realised whatever we do will not attract those white birds to come to us again, so we thought we should leave as the sky was getting darker..

honey, we were like small kids when we saw those cute swans.. we were so excited and happy.. it really added extra flavour to our day. Hope we could be like 2 loving swans so carefree and left undisturbed living in a beautiful pond.. hehe.. LoVe ya forever.. *hugs*

dear coming to my house~

2005-03-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to blog yesterday midnight.. had the kick to blog after eating maggi as supper, but i dozed off while blogging! LOL! hahaa.. then when i woke up, i jus switched off my laptop just by pulling out the adapter connecting to it. tired la.. lazy to switch off properly.. hehee..

just had a decent hair cut at a salon near my house and had a shower.. my parents had been complaining about no difference before and after my hair cut for previous visits to the salon.. but when my dad saw me jus now, he groaned again.. wth.. eh.. quite satisfied with my new hairstyle.. suits me too.. =p the back of my hair was trimmed but the length was untouched.. had my thick and long sideburn cut off. and side and top of my hair was cut layered.. detailed huh? tat was my instructions to the hairdresser.. hehee.. hmm the weird part was i suddenly felt very sleepy when my hair being hut.. almost fall asleep again. so comfortable sitting down there with the strong aircon wind blowing on me. maybe of the heavy meal jus now? cos i ate alot of bah ku teh which was very tasty.. and the best part was the washing hair.. so damn shiookk lying down there while the hairdresser washed my hair.. my neck laid awkwardly down but it was comfortable lor.. lol..

now waiting for my dearie to come to my house and watch some movies.. hey guys pls don think crooked.. not PORN ok.. but is RA.. jkjk =p just cant wait any longer to see her face.. misssss dearie so much.. and of cos her new sohai hair too.. haha.. hmmm... wonder how sohai is it.. pepper is coming too..

sleep!!

2005-02-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

it is usually for me to blog again cos yesterday jus did so.. but dono why have the mood..

anyway today nothing to write.. so jus write some crap.. wanna write i have been sleeping for almost whole afternoon.. from 12 to 4pm.. hahaa.. really tired la.. last week have been seriously lacking of sleep.. have been sleeping for a couple of hours every night, rushing for assignments and things.

dearie messaged me at 10 plus in morning while i was still in the dreamland.. then i woke up to get online at msn to chat with her then halfway fell asleep again.. dear knew what dreams i had while sleeping rite? hahaa.. *shy*

jus had a shower... whole evening had been playing gunbound with honey and her friends.. We had alot of laughter along the way and won alot of games too.. hope i will get promoted to ruby wand soon =)

HapPy 19th BirThDay to Evon~

Haiz.. if only sugar lived near me.. then u will be able to come my house today.. but nvm. will hope to meet u again real soon.. pepper misses and wants to play with sugar..

wat a bday!!

2005-02-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

WoooOO~ Finally I am blogging.. Havent been blogging for many days.. Sorry dearie.. Really busy these days.. busy over school assignments, tests and projects.. And have been spending a lot of my free time hanging out with my sugar.. and when reached home, the first thing is float into my dreamland.. haha.. Celebrated our first month anniversary on weds.. the highlight of the day was the cute t-shirt with our Chinese initials printed on it.. arent we sweet? =p and able to be with her and look at her big eyes I am satisfied already.. =)

Friday was a wwoooowww~~ really happening in sch.. the most happening day ever in my poly days.. so honoured that I was the main actor that day.. hehee.. everyone in my class chipped in money to buy pizzas.. I so tua pai sia.. lol.. like a big boss like tat.. =p bought 3 and 3 free.. had the pizza feast at the bench area near blk 56. when I saw those pizzas, I was full already cos it seems like a lot.. somemore all are the big ones.. but in the end we din finish it with few slices left over.. oh ya.. zan and kim, how does eating more pizzas feel like when u are very full? Hehee..

After eating all the pizzas, we kicked off the fun part with a packet of flour wei loon bought.. kim and Kenneth tried to restrain me when zan threw a cup of flour on me.. damn.. yeah zan.. I was quite pathetic tat moment.. flour all over my body, face and hair, and looking and chasing u like hell.. ppl around the area looked at us with interest.. but zan and other guys were pathetic too by trying to run away from me.. they din know I was looking for zan only though.. I admit I was thirsty for zan's blood at tat time.. but luckily he was running fast, if not he will die a terrible death.. fierce ar me? anyway din expect him to run so fast from stairs to stairs, blocks to blocks with a laptop.. how I wish I could put the laptop aside.. haiz.. i need training liao la.. btw nice speed and stamina zan.. and kim, now I believe u can run 2.4km.. hahaa.. i noe i cant judge a book by its cover.. before all these running stuff, had abit of hustle with Kenneth.. it was like playing wrestling when he tried to lift my leg cos he wanted to snatch the flour away from me.. in the end he was as white as me too.. ken, u have to blame zan for being too clever to put the packet of flour lying unattended on the bench.. if not, u will not be in tat state.. =D jus reminds of when we were young chasing one another throwing sand in the playground.. thats what ppl were thinking when we were chasing each other in sch on friday.. childhood days~

My hair was dry and ugly as a result.. flour was seen floatin and stuck in the comb when I combed my hair.. then came the inhumane part.. hanwen, jj, wei chien and the guys conspired, approached me and carried me from my seat out of the class to the toilet.. wth.. they were jus too barbaric.. wei loon still have the cheeks to videocam everything.. hahaa.. at first I thought they had thrown away the leftover flour, but who noe they kept it in the toilet! Then in the loo, zan and I had some 'hanky panky' when he tried to pour all the flour onto me.. in the end, zan and I left the scene as white as a ghost.. and kim's specs fell due to the chaos.. haha.. poor cleaner will spend a hard time clearing up the mess.. even a lecturer so excited and came out of the classroom to see wats was the commotion about..

Zan had no clothes to change cos he nv expected he will need one extra shirt, so no choice but to go to atrium to buy a new tshirt.. sorry la zan.. I din mean to retaliate.. i was jus too carried away. anyway the tshirt u bought was nice.. did ur hair dropped? =)

Hehee yesterday went out with sugar to celebrate my bday.. had a earlier bday celebration cos my parents wanted to celebrate by going out for a dinner.. haiz.. anyway went out with dear wearing our cute tshirt.. hehee.. so paiseh.. =p bought sugar and pepper at ngee ann city then had a bday treat at breeks by dear.. sugar looked alot like u lor.. so funny~ pepper too.. =p we were so full, so we strolled along orchard road to fort canning park.. sit there slack slack but it was quite stuffy and mosquitoes were hovering around us.. so we walked back to istana park where we ate the bday cake.. the choc cake tasted nice but too bad there were no candles cos we did not have a lighter to light them.. anyway the cake is good enough as she bought for me de.. satisfied le..

Thanks everyone in my class on Friday.. Touched that everyone was willing to celebrate with me.. My class just rocked to the core!! And thanks alot zan and kenneth for being the organisers.. At most i wont bully u two during your bdays lor, to repay u all back.. =]

Last but not least, thanks sugar for everything and anything u done to celebrate my best bday ever.. I really appreciated it including the present and the card.. Muackkzz.. Love ya eva..

depressed and moody..

2005-02-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

the weather these days are so merciless.. hot, humid stuffy heat is just unbearable.. almost died of heatstroke.. lol.. the chinese new year period usually have downpours, but not this year.. kinda strange.. i dislike hot weather than cold weather though..

had a 2 hour sleep jus now, because had little sleep last night.. perspiring all the way.. what a nice way of 'cooling' myself..

it seems that this semester just hates me.. firstly, i got 69 for my QLA paper when i could get at least 85.. cos of that tiny part that cost me 20 over marks.. i can only blame myself as i nelgected that when i was revising.. then in lecture hall, i was left guessing away.. i thought i was sure to know.. throwing away marks and being careless is trademark of mine.. hahaa.. and secondly, today received a flung SCM paper of 43 upon 100. when i was asking mr ng for the paper by telling his my student no, he told me i failed.. ya fail.. quite disappointed as i expected to get a pass, but lady luck wasn't on my side. gonna get a re test on 21 feb.. first re test in the history of my life in poly.. hehee isnt it nice? as the class was dismissed, i was still busy copying the answer for one of the questions.. then the girls came and saw i was copying.. li juan asked in astonishment look,' u fail meh??' i just replied, ' yeah i failed.. got 43..'

why cant i fail? i didnt prepare that paper well enough.. to fail because of that is understandable, isnt it? just because i got good grades in year 1 and first half of year 2 doesnt mean i can maintain it.. everyone has his or her downfalls at some point in life, but what matters most is whether to remain down forever or stand up with own feet..

i may sound like i am in a very bad state now.. but actually no.. i dont brood over unhappy things.. just wanted to express how i felt.. and i am perfectly okay.. =)

i miss dear so much so much~.. havent seen her face for a week.. she is busy studying for upcoming common test and paying visits to relatives for chinese new year this week. and now i guess she is revising with her classmates in school... guess no time to meet her later and tomorrow.. sigh.. =(( anyway study is more important as we can meet other days, and of course i want her to do well for her papers and be happy..

i will meet U during valentine day then.. muackZ.. Wo Ai Ni.

boring sunday

2005-02-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

sunday sunday.. quite boring sunday, had to do SCM report.. Yawns~~ came here to blog, but nothing much to write..

had quite a number of games of Gunbound with honey and nelson.. lost the first one because of my fault.. missed the damn dual, and caused my team to lose.. i have let my team down.. sigh~ then a girl called juneleo came, starting to spoil my mood and disrupt my concentration.. she kept talking non stop and asked some dumb questions.. had a tough time putting up with her.. and lost that one.. what made me blew my top was that one of the opponents roared, 'KAISER SUX!!!!' i almost gone mad.. and had my fastest decision in my life by immediately giving him a hard and strong kick on his fucking ass.. i admit defeat for that game, but his team barely won... ya BARELY won.. damn asshole.. one game doesnt prove anything much, is it?? just hate people who criticise my guild..

sorry dear and people for such an offensive post..

dear, i miss u alot... how i wish i could see u right away.. and work hard for your coming common tests.. U have my support. *muackz*

fullerton hotel~! weeEee

2005-02-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

jus eaten my lunch and watched most of the higbury match.. kinda sympathize with arsenal.. because they lost their uninvincible unbeaten run and their EPL title hops both to manchester united home and away.. but credit to manchester..

wanted to blog yesterday. but was too tired to, and knew gonna be a long blog so i decided i do it today..

i was supposed to meet bingbing at dover mrt station bus stop at 3 plus yesterday.. but ended up waiting from bus stop to mrt station for some time, cos of some presentation.. waiting there, looking at people, people looking at me.. dono who said 3 plus can finish ar.. nex time i will reach a hour after the meeting time liao.. hahaa.. jk.. haiz sian.. my legs became acidic as a result.. but the sight of my dear's apologtic face made me relieved glad and acid was slowly fading away.. that is the power of love.. hehee.. of cos i wouldnt mind waiting for someone special =)

she was supposed to buy formal clothes, but decided to buy it with a fren today.. and now she is outside buying now, leaving this poor boy at home blogging.. haiz.. then we went to bugis slack slack walk walk, passin by and visited many cute souvenir and soft toy shops.. valentine is round the corner, but have no definite decision to buy what yet, and how to celebrate this special day.. maybe we can watch the winnie the pooh movie u wanted to? hope it will be aired in cinemas at that time.. but then she will be busy preparing her common tests.. soo sianz.. hate SP sia.. then we have a meal at MOS burger.. dear, u should eat more vegetables la like me, including the fart causing onions.. =D

after some thinking where to go, we decided to go to esplande.. yeah.. this time she is not disappointed.. actually the reason we went there was to look at the glamorous fullerton hotel, which is only beautiful at night.. but first we went to the merlion area and had a seat there, looking at the stars, merlion, those tong kang boats (not sure what they are called), shenton way buildings and the benjamin sheares bridge.. tourists were taking pictures of the majestic merlion... it is just so nice and romantic~ (except those 2 fucking kutuputeens staring at us)

next we head to the fullerton hotel and went for a closer look.. when we reached there, we were at the rear of the hotel.. the light decorations was as nice as ever... then i thought, 'why not we go inside the hotel?' haaha, since we never step inside that hotel before.. so there we go.. we entered through main entrance, with some hesitation.. we was kinda surprised the bell-boys didnt stop us. and there we go, walking around the lobby as though it was our second home.. the furnishing was elegant and high class as expected.. alot of caucasians wearing formally and some japanese tourits and businessmen were seen chatting away or discussing some serious work and drinking in the cafe and bars.. hotels staffs were walkin around busily. they were oblivious to our presence even though we wore causually. on the second storey, a balcony overlookin the lobby, there were 2 violists playing some music which i couldnt remember.. the ambience was just too relaxing and high class..

then we took the lifts and went to 2nd storey, to look at the violists at a closer view, but although we walked a full circle, there was no direct entrance to them.. obviously they were behind a door.. bent on exploring the whole hotel, we took lifts to story 5, 7 and 8 i think.. the 5th storey was the outdoor pool, which was only accessible by hotel guests. then 2 old caucasians women wearing bathrobes saw us at the pool entrance, but they werent shocked or wat, and they happily checked their hotel cards and had a dip on the pool after some difficulty opening the door. on the 7th storey, there was a broad link way between 2 sides of the hotel.. tables with spoon and cups, chairs, packets of sugar and salt, drink tumblers and some sofas and other drinkin utensils laid there.. i supposed the area was for use in the morning, where guests will spend their breakfast there.. on the 8th floor, there was a light house and it was hugely disappointing. it was jus a small indoor area with comfortable mini sofas overlooking the singapore river.. and some stupid pots of tall plants blocking the view.. yeah what a lighthouse.. lol.. and we were not done yet. we went to the basement from first storey.. we saw 2 ballrooms partitioned by a wall..but they were quite small in area and unlocked. both of us went inside to get the feeling and it was dark and cold.. we walked further down and saw 2 conference rooms facing each other.. one of them called the EDB room and called Press Room.. the EDB room was unlocked and i peered inside but it was empty even though the lights were switched on.. i saw a coat lyin on the table, and many white chairs and a table forming in a manner like a press conference.. guess the meeting was jus over.. at the end, it was the exit and we left the hotel reluctantly.. however i took some pictures of the fullerton hotel which we 'conquered'.. hehee..

after walking for some time, our legs were tired and we strolled to the park under the benjamin sheares brigde and picked a good spot to get a rest, looking at the nice singapore night scenery..

it was around 10 sharp that i sent honey home..

Dear, that was your first time touring around the Fullerton Hotel.. arent we happy and satisfied yesterday even though we were tired after that? and i am so glad to do that with you, including enjoying the beautiful singapore night scenery.. Love ya lots. *hugs*

headache ar..

2005-01-31T15:52:00.000+08:00

just woke up from 2 hour plus sleep.. having a headache now.. sleeping in such a hot weather just sucks, and so i was sleeping half naked.. ^-^

i had SCM common test paper today, and i did not very well.. But when the test was over, my mood before and after the test was quite the same.. Not very disappointed but not very happy too.. Maybe i know i did better than that hugely disastrous LCOM test and it consoled me greatly..

Had 2 games of billard with kim and zan. We played 'triple threat'. The first game kim won, so me and zan paid the table. Second game i won.. Yeah i won.. and THANKS to kim for feeding me free balls.. Right kim? i know u keep arguing that i won because of pure luck but no skill.. So i take this opportunity to THANK u.. Satisfied huh? =p And kim paid 3 bucks for the table.. Then we had our lunch in a indian malay restaurant nearby. Very nice pataya rice.. so is the honey dew drink.

*winks to bingbing* yup valentine is around the corner.. we gonna have a romantic night. =]

dearie is so hot~

2005-01-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

Dearie, i still have neck pains leh.. Guess we have to change our positions frequently.. Nevertheless, you are so hot~ Muackz~!

my love for u has grown deeper

2005-01-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

basically my honey has wrote everything which happened today.. Just that she didnt include the important details.. hehee.. we are too shy lah.. lol..

Yeah.. my mom thought you were my friend and was a boy mah.. So she asked why the shoes so small? haha..

Oh honey like my nose ar? you dont know i dont clean my nose and cut the nostril hair frequently de meh? LOL!! I love kutuputeens!! *lolcry*

Dear, i just wanna to tell you that you are fantastic to me.. And there is no way but to love you more by each day.. *hugs*

another great day coming

2005-01-25T02:14:00.000+08:00

sweetie, dont be too troubled by what your mum said or did to you.. Just put them behind and things will be better. You have tolerated so much, of course you can do it again, isnt it?

haha.. ronald duck and donald macdonald.. who are they? when ronald become a duck and when donald become macdonald's daddy? so funny.. i dont mean to laugh at u dear, but you are too cute.. =D

yawns~ i slept for 3 hours during the night but i am sleepy already.. my beds miss me too much again. Goodnight guys.

yeah tomorrow or rather this afternoon, i am going to see you again.. lets strive hard to study ok.. muaCkz~!

my first kiss

2005-01-24T02:53:00.000+08:00

Met honey today.. kind of quiet at the start, but it is picking up pace fast.. hee so cute and sweet.. and of course really really nice spending the initimate times with you at clarke quay.. =D time really flies when we were there, enjoying the breeze with you.. hmm and there are many things i dont want to share with you people.. let it be a secret between dear and me.. hehee..

Yaaa.. dont be too sad dearie, there will be a second time which you have said.. if not there will be a third or fourth time.. really happy and cherished the time to stroll along singapore river and town with you..

I am more than happy to share the same ring as you..

nice day

2005-01-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

today was a quite happy day..

my family celebrated my mommy's birthday by going to the Long Beach Restaurant at IMM to eat.. Nice huh? Actually her 54th birthday was not today, but tomrrow. hmm.. too bad my elder bro was not there.. he was away to thailand with his girlfriend, and she was a thai.. guess he will be back few days later. who cares him? Lol..

My eldest bro, my dad and i met my mom at Allson Hotel first. There was my mom's workplace. And the coolest part was my bro drove us there.. Damn nice.. It was a very nice feeling to sit in my bro's new car, as my family dont have a car.. The model was Toyota VIOS. The design was quite nice with black finishing, except it was quite small. Sitting in the car, the CD player was playing David Tao's new album, which my bro just bought. The songs was nice, and some were quite emotional as usual, just like his previous albums. I began to be think emotionally, miss my dearie... I really miss you alot.. :)

I will get a driving license in near future, and i need sponsors. Is there anyone can sponsor me? Hehee.. Maybe i will go for it when i serving NS, but i fear there is no time.

We ordered a set, which consisted of Shredded Crabmeat in Chilli Sauce, Fried rice, mini elephant clam, sweet tofu, wheat ceral with prawns and finally the desert was red bean soup with ice cream.. Yeah, ICE CREAM.. Hahahaa.. Creative huh? I bet your mouth is watering right now.. All the dishes were fantastic. The prawns are damn fresh and the mini elephant clam is sweet and tasty.. I ate many prawns.. Hehee.. And the crabmeat is a fantastic appetizer.. Yummy.. I just eat and eat.. Nothing could describe how delicious the food was... The red bean soup with ice cream is a cool desert man.. What is unique about this restaurant is that all the waiters are like keeping a close eyes on you when you are eating. Why? Because they want to change the plates! Lol.. It is like they will change every plate for 2 or 3 prawns. I just think that they are over doing it, and poor dish washers.. Sigh.. They will first ask in chinese, 'Excuse me customer, can i change the plates for u?' Yeah, i felt like replying, 'Hell yeah, could you like just fuck off and get out of my sight?? Please give me some peace to enjoy the bloody damn prawns..' Oopss i am too fierce liao.. Hahaa..

After the more than satisfied seafood dinner, we went to buy some drinks for the coming Chinese New Year at Giant. I was hoping to see Ismail at the cashier stand. But i guess he was on leave.. The drinks were like free of charge, cos i just don care and took alot.. Even my parents complained.. lol.. I replied that we can finish the drinks lah, somemore many of our relatives will be coming to our house, and they wont expire so easily.. and the stuffs were damn heavy, having a tough time to put them into the car and bringing them back home.

After shopping for drinks including beer and chocolates, we head for home, and ends the day. Last but not least, HaPpY Birthday Mum!!!

I hope you will love me as much after tomorrow.. Love ya with my whole heart.

can be as bad as this?

2005-01-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

finally i able to blog after having tests today and yesterday.. These days i always have the kick to blog. But never expected to blog with this mood..

Just got home.. Feeling down. Damn asshole bus driver.. Made me almost fall and got embarrassed with his sudden breaks.. Not just once, but he braked very hard for 2 times.. Wtf is this kind of driver?!

I had a very bad test i guess.. It was solely my fault not to study earlier.. The section B was totally fucked up.. section A was half dead.. sighh.. most probably i will flung the test weighing 35% of the LCOM module.. 35 is such a heavy weightage and i will score badly for this.. I have always wanted to do well in this semester, as last semester results were kinda disappointing.. and the way i did this test will not help me to get my goals at all.. And i need to hand up the research work next week.. stress~ to make me happier, i have another long report to be done by this fri.. Woww.. Isnt it nice?? lol.. after test, i just don have the mood to eat lunch.. Anyway i thought that was over and i need to get over it and work doubly hard for test 2, advice given by sweetie..

But then after lesson at 1, my classmates and i went to play billard at same old place and same old table.. But not cue.. I had 2 loser punch games with kim and was leading at the start of both games.. As expected, leading 10 over points at the start do not give u victory. And it was right. I made a few crucial fouls and he was able to catch up with me.. Subsquently, kim banged in some coloured balls nicely towards end of the games and making few more greeaat fouls did not help me at all.. The whole thing just didnt work out for me. And i lost both.. Thanks to my mistakes and kim's skills.. =)

Ya Sorry kim about that frustration i displayed there.. I know i am a bad loser by doing that.. Just not very happy that i had a really bad day.

Tomorrow will be a happy day.. =)

Miss ya dear..

jus love bing dear

2005-01-16T04:25:00.000+08:00

blogging this late is a trend, but not a habit yet.. don worry people.. =)

liverpool lost because of that idiot dudek goalkeeper.. he just sucks to the core.. he always commit mistakes during rival games with manchester united.. wonder how much bribes he got from them. chelsea won spur by 2-0. And i have lost 20 bucks to singapore pools "charity organisation"..

by the way i wish to write what happened on friday even though i am late.. the main characters are kim and kenneth.. * give rounds of applause* ^^

As for between me and kim, i just want to make it short.

We had a really good game this friday, kim.. Sorry make you pay again. But u would have pay 20 cents less if you did not want to make me foul.. Hehee..

Now for the funny part.. After last lesson which was QLA, wei loon and kenneth had a 'friendly' quarrel.. But kenneth got agitated by what wei loon scolded and he scolded "CB~~" very loudly.. LOL! they 2 were the center of attention now, with serene and company and we groups of boys in the room at that point of time only.. Rest were gone. What makes things worse was that that damn yogi bear was still in the classroom too! Furious by kenneth vulgarities, he said "Kenneth, come here!!" Kenneth was stoned and shocked.. Everyone was laughing loudly at that time.. Now came the highlight. It was how he responded.. Kenneth made a very sorry expression and shrugged his shoulders, and told that fat bear, "Sorry lah~~" his expression was damn cute and funny lor.. Hahahaa~ *laugh until cry* what i trying to say is that i wondered how he changed from one face to another, which is from angry to sorry face, in split seconds.. Words cant describe his face.. Should have video-camed the whole incident..

Thanks ken, now you are officially yeo's favourite pet, not me..

Time passes so fast, 5am already.. Ok.. I going to sleep now.. Remember to stay tuned for next funny blog featuring ken.

Last but not least, thanks dear for helping me get the chatterbox.. *kiss*

dearie

2005-01-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

kinda funny today, or rather yesterday.. my classmates were caught smoking in the toilet! Hahaha... Poor thing. =)

I was combing my hair in the loo while 2 of them were smoking and rest chatting away.. Suddenly, 2 security guards came rushing in and shouted, ' Student card, student card'. My friends who didnt smoke and me were lucky not get warned by the security guards.. tough luck on them.. Anyway it gonna be a good lesson for them to be cleverer next time. Hehee.. Wonder how they got so confident by asking the cards straightaway when they came in.

After school, which ended early at 3 which supposed to end at 5, my buds (one of them whom was caught smoking.. haha) and i went have some game of billards at bukit timah.. again.. and it was a loser punch game as usual. Hmmm. i had a bad start, cos i lost the first game..

Hey, zan, don be so cocky manz. I admit i lost and that was good game. But don worry.. I am not down and dead yet..

Soon he left, cos he was meeting his goooooooood friend.. Right zan? Share your joy with me later ok? So kenneth and i agreed for a game. Loser punch again that is. The game was relatively fast, with kenneth scoring quite alot of red balls and some coloured balls. Me was utter disappointment.. I just cant get the balls into the pocket when they either got rebound away by the corner cushion or just stay motionless on the opening. But as we know, by leading 20 plus points do not gurantee a victory. Then luck began to swing to my side.. And i won due to pure luck. Jus ask good friend kenneth you will know.. Whahaaha.. So the second game came.. It was longer but as exciting as any other games. And damn, he then start to smoke during halfway of the game... He knows i hate cigaratte smoke and he smoked on purpose.. Omg my tongue slipped.. =x (now you know who got caught smoking) LOL! However... this time i got lucky again and won the second time.. Wooo.. Happy me.. Cool 7 bucks. Thanks for the games bud =p

Love ya my dear..

i enjoyed my game

2005-01-04T15:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today was nothing much. Just that i have to thank my good poly buddy zan. We played billards after school at bukit timah shopping center and we had a great time. The highlight of the game was that he was generous and kind enough to pay 2 games a total of $5.80. Hehee.. To be honest, he gave me 15 pts for first and 10 and second game. And i was deeply grateful. Every guys in my class knows i suck at billards and keep fouling, so i have no choice but to take your offer. =) damn.. i hope to play level game with him but i know it maybe will take years. But dont worry all, determination and perservance are on my side.. Looking forward to play with u again my pal =)

2005-01-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

so 1 jan 2005 has arrived and 2004 is gone.. 1 jan is a rainy day.. rained whole day from morning to early afternoon.. whereaas 31 dec 2004 rained almost all day.. the weather resembled so much on what i am feeling these days.. manz.. my dad told me that the reason sky or rather heaven was crying was because.. that is, the tidal wave in asia.. which has filled up the headlines of newpapers worldwide.. maybe it is true.

these few days, i kinda of looking back and pondering deeply on the things i have done in 2004.. the bad and the good. the happy and sad times. then i will sigh.. it is the same old cycle for every end of each year.. but each year passed so quickly that i couldnt keep the pace.. and without knowing, next year in 2006, i will graduate with a diploma, then enlisted into the army.

during this year, i dont know whether i have become wiser or not.. i dont know whether i have become more mature or not. i just know that 365 days have gone, never be back.. i have to move on, keep the memories deep inside me, and may them lead me the correct path i should go.

anyway happy new year to all! may eterntal peace to this world..

more than words

2004-12-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i am so disappointed in this society.. everyone seems to like to take people for granted. it is pathetic, isnt it? i am sick of acting, acting to be happy.. Sick of compromising and making others happy while sacrificing myself. I get nothing in return, nothing.. life is like that, i need to get used to it.

end of 2004 soon, isnt it fast? there are many things i have to let go, and many things to welcome. i am so afraid of future, so afraid of critisizism.. always never fail to put a dent on my ailing confidence.. but i will stay strong.

will people wake up to their senses, or fall asleep in eternity? it is so sad.. as the saying goes, ' leopards never change its spots'. this is so right about many people. may them rot to death.. anyway problems just keep coming before they are solved. i try to lead a happy and troublefree life, but i am just escaping from reality. or maybe i am brooding over trival things.. whatever they are, they seems to be a scar in my heart forever. i am just tired of thinking them, but put little effort to solve. i have almost 12 years of experience, life goes on....

am i right?

2004-12-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today was a very contradicting day. I went out with her, her bro and her bro's buddy. We went to orchard to buy and exchange xmas present.. but the main point for today entry is this : i don no i was dumb or too good and taken adavantage of.. i bought a software game for her bro at 40 bucks. whereas he and his good buddy bought a small bag used for carrying shoes and clothes around, which at most cost 20 bucks. and there is a high chance they divided the cost.. there is a constant conspiracy between them, n they were quite smart for their age.. damn it.. at first i was hesitating, cos i wanted to buy another game at 20bucks, and it was quite good too.. but since he liked the 40 bucks game so much, i din wan to disappoint him and bought it for him. i don no he was happy or mocking at me, cos he keep giggling.. sigh.. but then xmas is a yearly thing, so it was ok with me.. maybe i m a too easy going person, does not mind much.. anyway i hope my little bro in law of mine will appreciate me. and tomorrow i will buy nokia 7610.. hope my faulty phone can be traded.. =x

2004-08-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. Common test is over. Finally huh.. I am back to normal again. (slacking like nobody's fucking business) =]

Yesterday it was my happy day. Me and my dad went to Comex Exhibition 2004 at Suntec.. Damn alot of people. It was as if goods were free like that.. I hate crowds. I hate everything about crowd.. It was fun though and relatively eye opener for me. It showcased alot of cool and damn useful electronic products.. So i went there to buy CREATIVE Muvo FM for 279. It has a storage of 512mB. Cool huh? Can store alot of shit.. haha... And moreover it was bought by my precious dad.. I was very grateful. On the other hand, i felt regretful. 279 u know.. Whenever i buy something expensive, i always feel that i can dont buy that.. I still have many other choices, which is more cheaper. But i know my dad always try to get the best for me.. I will be forever grateful to him.. When i work, it is the time to repay him on everything he gave me all these 20 years.. Of course, i have to study hard now and rise above the rest first.

Today test results were given back to us. All are satisfactory.. But A for Qmt is dashed.....
FPd is my only hope..

Tough luck

2004-08-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. FPD screwed me. It was a average paper, except that it had some tricky MCQs.. Fuck it. Most probably i could get a pass.. But the fact is i cant settle for a pass. But suddenly, when i got into the exam room, my mind went blank.. All the formulas were forgotten spick and span.. Too nervous or lacked of sleep? What a tough luck. I jus cant get over it. I had this heavy feeling all the time, regretting why i jus cant do better..

But luckily, not all bad things came knocking on the door. I had a free movie treat at Golden Village @ Tiong Bahru Plaza, with a complimentary ticket from my classmate.. Thanks ya! I enjoyed the movie. Hmmm.. The movie title was Collateral.. Nice plot.. Original and simple.. Meaningful too. That's the way of my life.. Life is so weak. Tom Cruise made it so.

May my Business Law treats me better.

This week sucks!

2004-08-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday. What thing i have done for these 7 days? Hmmm... My revision for coming common Test was alright.. Just that i am still slacking quite alot. I jus cant focus.. I told myself i want to do better than last semaster. I know i can do much better than last semaster, especially with modules such as Business Statistics.. I had high expectations for myself. This may seems i am proud or what, but it is normal for oneself to aim for a good finish point. That is half to success already.. Isnt it?

Looking back, i was too complacent. Too playful, too much distractions. In the end, the the questions that came out from the Final Exam was more difficult than what i have expected. I realised i dont have the stamina to do something to my very best. My common test results were desirable.. Anyway what past is past.. I can only take it as a valuable lesson which cant be taught in class.

Conclusion : i jus dont have that extra factor. That little discipline. It doesnt exist in me. I am so remorseful.. AS ALWAYS. Now, it is the same old me. I will never change.. Hard to change.

Lost

2004-08-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

This week is my study break.. Next week gonna be my Common Test week.. But i am kinda of slacking now.. Playing LAN games, watching TV away. Trying hard to get these fucking books into my head. Pressure is just so high. Competition is so big.. Why cant people learn to relax more??

Time flies like a supersonic aircraft. Half a semaster is gone.. I really don't want time to pass through me so fast.. Cos it will only make me regret what the little things I have done and i felt like wasting precious time.

I felt really emotional these days. I keep feeling that something is not right in my life. I just cant figure out what i really want. Sad huh.. Moreover i was careless enough to let water droplets from my wet clothes to seep into my discman and the whole thing just can't play.. Damn it. Yesterday morning just received a call from Sony Repair Shop that the circuit board is corroded and it is not wise to repair it as it will cost 200 bucks to get it changed. They will contact me to get it back. But i don't care since they will charge me 10 dollars for administration fees.. Why should i go?? Life without music in the boring bus is killing me.. Anyway i will be getting my new mp3 player soon. =) i will just be a little more patient

It is just so hard to be a human being. Love (includes family), school, friends are just killing me.. Maybe i think too much. But when they are gone, my life will be too empty.. It is just too contradicting.. Isn't it?

I always feel that family structure is constantly changing, as we all know.. Parents are busy with their work. They just don't spend enough time with their kids. This is fatal. Thus their children will start to bottle up their problems up in their already sick hearts.. Venting frustration is a natural thing, but parents assume they are rude, undisciplined.. Then when they commit mistakes, parents just blame them without reflecting on themselves. They assume they know their kids well. But the fact is they don't, but they THINK they do.. I know these don't happen in every families. God bless them

May all unhappiness leave me

What a week

2004-08-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

Another week has passed.. Today is national day already. School has reopened for more than 1 month already.. Time really flies.. I am still in holiday mood.. lol.

Many unhappy and weird things happened to me this week..

Firstly, my Japanese Speaking test suck big time on tues.. I was over confident. But to be honest, it was quite easy.. Not i am arrogant or watsoever. Just that it just needs some practice speaking and it will be fine.. but Over confidence leads to downfall huh.. But it was rather my nervousness that got over me.. What's worse was that i caused my partner trouble too.. I felt quite guilty.. =( The reason is i interpreted the question wrongly. Therefore it caused a long pause, and definitely that will be penalised by the teacher. Moreover, the role card was very misleading.. Anyway i hope i could pass the test, so do my partner.. Since it was over, i shall not dwell on it too much..

Second thing i wished to share is on thursday morning. I was taking bus 67 to school early in the morning. I saw an empty seat and i sat on it. Suddenly, i realised a 40+ woman singing awfully right beside me.. She was holding to her handphone. So she was listening to it and sang it loudly as thought no one cares.. She was loony you see.. It was terrible + horrible.. It was so awful!! U will never ever able to imagine that. I was blasting to full volume with my discman with Avril's new songs to feign ignorance and to block her ugly voice, but to no avail.. It was utterly embarassing.. Passengers at the front start to turn back and stare at the origin's of the moaning.. How i wished i was an ostrich. So for full 30 mins, i tolerated it and finally when it reached the bus stop, i were the first to alight.. lol =) Hell is over for me..

Finally, it is about my hp thing.. Damn it.. My line was cut off on thursday evening thanks to my brother.. Anyway i shall not elaborate the details. So today early afternoon, my dad and i went to M1 shop at westmall to apply a new line.. Waited for 3 days huh.. Life without hp is miserable.. U know.. I had trouble whether to trade in or use the old Nokia 6100..but I wanted to trade in for another model.. But the models i want is too expensive. I am penniless too.. Addition, i dont want to trade in for a lousy model.. So i decided to retain it.. Hope my dad will win lottery and buy me Nokia 6230!! He promised to! =D

Happy birthday Singapore!!!

Are we getting more open-minded?

2004-07-29T18:07:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to write about these few days. But i have a thing to mention here, which happened today, another few days ago. =D ( patty dont get wrong idea when reading this)

Today after school, i took bus 67 back home. Then after a few stops, up came a white girl and a malay look-a-like and looked quite honest with his black plastic spectacles on. They were aged around 17-20. The girl caught my eye because, honestly, she was gorgeous and sexy.. They were behaving quite intimately.. It was more of an eyesore.. =p Moreover, her boyfriend, i assumed, looked like shit.. But to be fair to him, he had a boyish look, so quite cute lah.. So i was wondering what the hell a white girl and a freak can be together? Wonder how they met in the first place.. Hmmm.. I mean it is quite impossible because they are not compatible in terms of nationality and race. Of course love has no barriers. But how will other people think? Of course again, they shouldn't mind. But will it be easy for them to be together? Maybe it is just a fling. Who knows? Then let me go straight to the point. Then there is a seat available. Firstly the white girl sat down first. Then she stood up and let the boy sit. Here comes the unbelievable. SHe sat on the boy's laps... As if they were f***ing in the bus.. Wth.. In front of the half-packed bus. I was abit shocked, but i m acceptable with it. Quite envious of that guy.. Lol!! They are not virgins from the way i see it.. Anyway all the best to them. TO ME TOO!!

Second thing i wanted to write happened in my school on monday.. I was walking to class with my classmate and we were chatting away when suddenly a group of girls was passing towards us. We were busy talking about my hair so i didnt see them clearly. As they walked past us, i heard a clear crisp 'hello' from one of them.. Then my friend turned back and looked at them, telling me excitedly that she was saying it to me.. Maybe? I dont know if he was saying the truth because we always like to joke around and partners for learning our 'oral abilities'. I am not flattering myself, but or she saying it to him.. =x There was no guys except 2 of us.. Maybe my new punk hair helped me greatly.. Who knows? Anyway that remains a mystery. I am not interested to know..

No one is perfect

2004-07-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

SIANZ SIANZ!! It has been weeks since i last posted my blog. Really bored of this thing.. Very busy these weeks. Damn lot of projects and assignments. Business law so difficult too. In class must pay 100% concentration. And the book so thick how to read finish?? Patty didnt write, so am i.. Dont know why she has such big influence in me.. =x

Got to go.. See you in weeks time. =)

Not really.. I am back again! I dont know what to write. Alot of both happy and unhappy things happened. But i dont feel like saying.. Dont know why too.. Maybe lazy to type.. 2 weeks ago on saturdat, my poly friend and i went to suntec city for an entrepreneurial talk.. At first i was reluctant to go.. But since he wanted to go, i accompanied him.. I am not that kind of person who pan seh people. =p I thought it was boring, but i tried to think it as a good oppportunity to learn new things. Moreover it is cool to be a entrepreneur. I learnt alot of tactics through entrepreneurial talks.

In school, i have alot of projects and group assignments. I am so stressed that i wan jump off the building at any time.. =(

In less than 2 weeks time, on tuesday, i will have a conversation in japanese with a unknown partner. I will have to brush up my skills and get ready on that day. Hopefully i can control my nervousness and speak as fluently as possible..

Last but not least, yesterday i went to jean yip and dyed my hair. Cost me fucking 79 bucks. Cost me time also.. So slow. Then the dye stained my shorts.. Clumpsy ass.. Lol.. Cut + dye. But luckily, it was very nice and i am satisfied with it.. ^^

Wish me all the best, pat =)

See you around.

What the hell is wrong with me? I post a poem??

2004-07-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend,

In this great city that has no end,

Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,

And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,

For life is a swift and terrible race,

She knows I like her just as well,

As in the days when I rang her bell.

And she rang mine but we were younger then,

And now we are busy, tired men.

Tired of playing a foolish game,

Tired of trying to make a name.

"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Pat

Just to show that I'm thinking of her."

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner, yet miles away,

"Here's a telegram sir," "Pat died today."

And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Independence Day

2004-06-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

Hello to all girls and boys. This is my first time, so called independence day, I writting a blog and posting it. It kinda become a fashion nowadays to young freaks. So i came here to taste the fun too. =D Actually there is someone who keep pestering me to write. I dont want to mention her name though.. (privacy is important =D)I am so tired of her nagging that I better write. It was like a chant and she keep chanting for over 10 times that I surrendered finally. But she persuaded me.. BUT worse than the torture during Jap Occupation! NO CHOICE! Kekez. (act cute?)

Today is second day of school reopen. It is damn boring as usual. Accompany and have lunch with my secondary school buddy in school canteen 2 at 12+. He was really not used to school environment. Moreover, he said that he cant click, make any friends at his new course. It is quite sad. But I am sure he will get used to it in no time.. Sooo, i agreed to have lunch with him. There I saw 2 of my polytechnic classmates jus right beside me!! Lol!!. They were not alone. They were with 2 young cute innocent girls. They were frens from one of my classmates. Then I pat him on his back to say hi to all and then we talked while eating.. At class, he is like our big brother. Dont see him wear specs, very obedient, guai guai de, innocent looking, actually he is our expert on girls!! He has quite a number of frens who are girls, shi mei from her secondary school. Lol.. =)

Then we have SAB first at 1pm, followed by Jap class at 3pm. Jap class was quite interesting. Quite alot of laughter too. That teacher's spoken english has a jap accent which makes me quite difficult to understand at times.. But overall it is nice. The highlight of this class is that everyone of us has to speak jap which we learned for today to her one by one before we can go. I made everyone laugh when I said " kobawa" which means goodnight. =D Of cos i not that stupid. I said that purposely. Just wanted to be different..

Watashiwa tiong kiat desu. Sayonara.. Douzoyoroshiku